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i'm still here. [06 Oct 2009|07:39pm]
just a post to let people know i'm still on good 'ole 'el jay and that i still read you crazy folks entries. all is well in my world.

yup and i'm STILL hott. this is from a photo shoot i did for one my BFFs Faith's jewelry (u may know her as ucanttkemyfaith) line Evil Pawn Jewelry. check out the site Evil Pawn Jewelry and for a new clothing line by Mia Tyler call Revolution 1228. peep them on myspace.

love to you all
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annabelevil is coming to KC!!! [20 Dec 2008|01:39am]
i will be picking up Shawna (some of you may know her as annabelevil) this Sunday night (12/21/08)!!!!!!!!

We will be at Davey's Uptown on Monday 12/22/08!!!!!
Tuesday:???? we'll let you know if we go out.

so come down and see Ms. Annabel this Monday 12/22 @ Davey's Uptown!!! and of course ME!! duh :P

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well needed update. [16 Dec 2008|07:28pm]
so i haven't updated this thing for awhile now...and well shit has changed....a lot.
i'm sick of coming here and seeing my last entry of how "perfect" my life was and how i oh so loved dana and kyle....welll....


Kyle was cheating on me with Dana. my "best friend" dana. the girl i have matching tattoos with dana. the girl i would've given my soul for dana. the man i loved more than anything in the world kyle. both liars. both stupid. stupid. dumb heads.

well that was a few months ago...so the rage is gone. if you're really interested in such readings you can find them on my myspace...lol.

so yeah. i'm out of Independence. THANK DOG! i hated that place! ooooh the things we do for the people we love. heh....i live back in midtown. i'm on the kansas side now though. which is beneficial for me since i work in kansas. i have my very own apt. that is a first for me. i've always lived with roomies or boys...so yeah. i'm quite proud of myself.

decent car.
decent apt.
decent job.
awesome friends.
(it's times like these that you realize who your real friends really are b.t.w....you know the ones who won't stab you in the back and go behind your back and fuck YOUR boyfriend...i'm not bitter though :P )

best part.......


bob is my new boyfriend.
i've known him as a mutual friend of Jason Electric for awhile now..but never really hanged out with him....yeah.
i love him.
he's pretty much the coolest guy ever.
we've been dating now for a couple months and it's soooo much more different than when kyle and i started out....good different.
yup it's weird to admit being in love with one so soon after a failed relationship...but it feels so right. so good. so meant to be.
but you know....time will tell.

i'm looking forward to an awesome holiday season.
annabelevil will be in town...so that pretty much makes it the best holiday in 2 yrs!!!!!!!!!!! i miss that bitch!!!

Hope everyone else has a great holiday season too....

& hope all is well with you sons of bitches.
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"HELLO!" *runs away* [21 Mar 2008|07:52pm]


oh yeah my birthday was the awesome. dana got me the Cure tickets. that's all i got to say about that :]
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what now??? [17 Oct 2007|01:18am]
i never really post here soooo:

have you ever stopped. looked around. and asked yourself "what the fuck am i doing with my life??? where am i going??? who is this person??? what are we accomplishing?"

i need something more....i think...but what? tattoos??? yes! but that's just a temporary solution. i'm thinking long run here...what???



i'm scared of what the future will hold without that support....those damn tarot cards are turning out to be right. dammit!!

i posted some pix from white trash night on my profile's pic section.



this has been the ONLY thing keeping me going this week.
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go listen to my kick ass taste in music!! [31 Aug 2007|07:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

you must go listen to all the songs i LOVE!! go now!! i need to share!! i have kick ass taste in music...go listen and enjoy!


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new background for LJ [18 Jan 2007|07:25pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

i made a new background for my 'el jay:] go look! now! i love it. Make-up, Candy, and Skulls...how can a girl go wrong?????

otherwise doing fantastic:] haven't been happier in some time. *yay*

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my christmas [27 Dec 2006|06:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]

this was the first christmas i spent with kyle's family. they're all so nice and kind, but i really missed being with my family:[

Christmas Eve. i went over to my sister Katie's and gave her and my nieces all their gifts. i love giving gifts. they were so happy :] later sheri and steve showed up and we all exchanged gifts too. katie got me this really cool key holder, some buttons, frames, and candy. sheri and steve got me the most kick ass tote from urban outfitters, it has jesus on one side and mary on the other and it says stuff like 'lookin' good for jesus' heh and it has a little cell phone pocket for my new cell phone my friends at work got me for X-mas! i was so shocked. they said they had a surprise for me. i figured hello kitty something...not a freakin' cell phone! i thought that was really nice of them to do. i guess they were always worried about me and my car breaking down all the time. Later that night kyle and i went over to his grandma and grandpa's house. it was nice. they got me gifts. some Sweet Honesty perfume, which i'll never wear. and a pine cone candle. which i'll never burn. BUT it's the thought that counts and i thought it was really nice of them to even bother getting me anything:] later that night we went over to kyle's mom's. i guess it's a tradition to sleep over night and wake up X-mas morning and open gifts. we didn't get in bed 'til 11 and it was so cold down there i could barely sleep.

then comes Christmas morning and at 5a.m. here comes his mom with jingle bells in hand singing jingle bells really loud so we would come up and open gifts with his son. it was nice. kyle got me the Misfits box set!! a really awesome girly skull purse, and Deadsy's new CD:] he's such a nice boy. his mom got me some really cheesey penguin christmas towels and pot holders, which i LOVE and some candles and some more perfume i won't wear. hehe. but once again i thought it was really thoughtful of her to get me anything at all. later all the rest of his family came over and we ate and stuff.

all in all i had a really awesome Christmas, i just wish i could've spent some time at my Aunt Sheri's home with MY family. next year when i have a good car i'm definitely doing both. i missed seeing my sisters and cousins and everyone:[

shawna left this morning around 4a.m. with megan. i'm going to miss them. megan definitely need to hang before she heads back to portland. i shall give you the details of the Annabel visit when i get my picture CD from worky-jerky.

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Shawna..i mean ANNABEL EVIL's last night in town [26 Dec 2006|04:46pm]
tonight is ms. Shawna's last night in town. we shall be going out to eat and to get some coffee. if you would like to join us simply leave us a comment through here or if you have either one of our numbers call us. her bus shall be arriving around 6p.m.ish...call or comment or e-mail for numbers.

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just so i don't forget..... [09 Jun 2006|12:06pm]
*JULY 5th at the Uptown= AFI + Dillinger Escape Plan

*JULY 8th at the Granada= She Wants Revenge + some bands i don't care about

*JULY 30th at Liberty Hall= Rancid + the Unseen

i DEFINATELY want to go to the first two. Anyone care to buy me a ticket?? :P please??
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here's where i'll be tomorrow :] *yay* [15 Mar 2006|11:32am]
[ mood | excited ]

i heart the cheese!
oh and happy birfday to me or something :P

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[08 Mar 2006|06:19pm]
[ mood | fuckity fuck fuck ]

fuck it.
fuck you.
fuck my car.
fuck a duck.

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[05 Jan 2006|03:47pm]
You are an oldschool goth/death rocker. You love
80's goth rock, death rock, horror punk,etc.;
Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sisters of
Mercy, Rosetta Stone, Dead Can Dance, Specimen,
Alien Sex Fiend, Joy Division, Christian Death,
all of that. Why? Because it rocks! You like
torn mesh/fishnets. You're dark, you're cool,
and you're so 80's. Chances are, you smoke too.
So you probably have or will have lung cancer.
But hey, it's all about the music. It's all

What kind of goth are you? (with pics)
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I MADE IT MYSELF!!! *said in Gir voice* [22 Dec 2005|11:09pm]
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[06 Nov 2005|04:43pm]

what happened to tristan??? :*[
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[12 Oct 2005|12:11am]
[ mood | sad ]

This is important. Reuben needs our help.

Reuben Mears was in a fire Monday morning and is in St Luke
Hospital in stable condition!!! He lost everything! He has no insurance!
He needs our help!! This is what the scene is about! Helping out
each other in times of need! Its called RESPECT, something you
younger kids need to take note on!!!

Someone will be taking donations for Reuben on Halloween at
Daveys in KC!

Reuben has supported us all over the yrs and now its time to pay him

So show some love ,repost this email and get your ass to KC on



plus DJ RIB (Romell) may spin!


The return of

18 AND OVER!!!!

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[31 Aug 2005|01:24am]
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everyOne here iS stAying. nO worriEs. and if any fuck is really that interested to go back years to read my public posts. go for it. but be sure to leave a comment here so i can add your stalker ass<3
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[07 Feb 2005|12:35am]
[ mood | anxious ]

i want to go here soOOOoooOOOoo bad!!
look at how badass this place is

when i'm rich and famous i'm going to have my whole house designed after some of the stuff in this church.


yeah, i can't sleep 'cause i'm all excited. so i'm doing random google searches and i ran across this place.

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[26 Jan 2005|06:51pm]
[ mood | sick ]

"i'm too tired. i'm so sick and tired. and i'm feeling very sick and ill today."


said "big break"/////=failure.
now on to plan B....wait, i don't have a plan B.
fuck me running.

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